It’s the drug your brain constantly makes, but is immediately broken down. As soon as you have a near death experience, adrenaline is being released into your bloodstream and is broken down instead of the DMT, releasing the DMT into your brain, giving you the trip of your life just before you die (protection mechanism). This is why you have people say after a near death experience they saw a tunnel with light near the end, saw their entire life pass bye, have out of body experiences, etc.
There’s a plant based variant as well, but you need to mix it with other stuff to prevent it from being broken down by your stomach. It’s called Ayahuasca. The effect takes much longer as it goes through your digestive system while regular synthetic DMT goes over your lungs.
There’s also an animal form which is produced by a toad, called 5MEO-DMT which is insanely strong. You can torture the toad and lick it from its back or you can smoke the synthetically made form. But I’d start with regular DMT, 5MEO even tamed Mike Tyson.
It’s nasty (like burned plastic in your lungs), but these days you can get vapes which makes it much easier to take as it has much less taste and to dose.
Oh I doubt you will be able to control a mouse and keyboard, or controller, as you would be tripping balls haha
I think it will be similar to this
Also, the effect is 20 to 30 min (although it can feel like a lifetime)
I want to see a game where you have to pay rent on a server and you need to spend all of your time working to make in game currency to pay the rent otherwise you’re kicked out. But when you’re sick and can’t play, they will kick you out anyways. And the rent keeps getting up, but the monthly income does not. And when you need customer support they put you on a waiting list and when it’s your turn they say “wrong department, we’re putting you on another waiting list” so you will never get the mental help you need. Yeah, I would definitely play that game, I know I’m good at it.
The graphics. You need the newer game to be able to play with the rest because they have the newer version, and you want the newer version for the better graphics, but to be able to run it properly you need to buy the high end GPU’s. If yo don’t, you’re a loser, a sad poor person, because everyone else has it and you don’t. So you throw away more money to something completely shit. And children are very easy to catch in this scam.
I’m a person sensitive to that stuff too. I love to have collections complete. I used to buy every special edition of assassin’s creed but I should have stopped after black flag. I used to buy games fully, with all DLC’s because I needed it to be complete. Even the expensive useless skins, for single-player games. It’s so stupid. And most oft he times I wouldn’t even finish the game and wouldn’t even start on the extra purchased content. Same with boardgames on kickstarter. I have several games with all expansions and extras still in plastic, for several years.
But I’m done with this shit. I stopped buying boardgames because I have more than enough and I pirate videogames and purchase them only if I spent enough time enjoying the game.
But recently I purchased the latest Hitman game because I enjoyed the pirated version. When bought, it was only half a game because the pirated version had all the DLC’s. So I refunded it, I’m not going to spend money for only half a game, then to have to spend more to get the complete game.
Indie games I buy, AAA games I pirate and most of them I won’t even play longer than 3-5 hours because they are shit. Happy they didn’t get my money, I feel scammed by the industry for way too long.


“We value taking advantage of young children with lootboxes, pay to win, loads of DLC’s to make games have actual content (still shit) and to find new ways to extort kids out of even more money than we have done so far. We believe our new leadership consisting of an extremist genocide supporting asshole and a regime where stoning women is normal won’t change our values but would only support them.”

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I played a lot of Pac-Man and now I’m munching for pills in dark rooms while listening to repetitive music. It’s true, I love techno parties. Joke, I barily ever played Pac-Man.
I also played a lot of age of empires. Now I annoy everyone with “whololoooo” all the time. Joke, no I don’t.
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It probably has nothing to do with widely available guns.
Here in NL we don’t have that, but we do have loads of mass shootings. Oh wait, no we don’t. But we don’t have violent video games. Oh wait, yes we do.
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I’d go for shrooms if I were you. You can dose it nicely, so start mild for the first time. DMT is end game when it comes to tripping. But whatever you do, study it so you know what to do, what to take and how much and what to expect. And especially: what not to do. It’s super nice, but you should do it responsibly otherwise it can be really bad. If you want advice on anything, feel free to dm me